Life will start again

I'm looking out the window of the home I call my mind,

All I ever seem to find are questions looming still.

And when I sit alone to think, I wonder for the answers.

But somehow know they won't reveal themselves to me at will.


I feel my body shrinking and i feel myself a falling.

I know inside that i am not the girl i used to be.

And when i'm in these moments, I look to far horizons.

And hope to god that somewhere there's a another girl like me.


I know i can be selfish, and at times i can be brusque.

but when i'm in my solitude my state of mind is changed.

I want to walk away sometimes, I find i'm on the cusp.

But still i find my feet take me to places I can't stay.


I look towards the sunlight as it's fire burns my sight.

I cannot seem to look away regardless of the pain,

I'll stumble into oblivion with nothing left behind me.

And as my world comes crashing down, my life will start again.